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Two guys that interviewed me this past Monday felt I was "dishonest." This made me sad. Dishonesty is a very serious word to use. I do not even like to use my old student ID card when buying movie tickets. According to the big wig I interviewed with today, I was almost kicked out of the hiring process. I do not know if I will get the job. I do not know if I want to work there.

I got over it hours later. I watched "Mad Hot Ballroom." I had coffee. I had one cigarette. I did all of this with a friend, I guess that's what she is, and she and I decided that regardless of how much time passes we will still be attracted to each other. But the relationship would be unsustainable and we would eventually destroy each other as we have several times. We said it isn't fair, but it's what it is and better leave it that way. Should we make a pact never to see each other? No, we decided. Should we be OK to say in the future, 'Hey, I don't think I can see you right now"? We said yes, that's a good plan.